‘It’s bad for your business’
I got told that what I shared about my life reality in a moment in time was ‘bad for my business’.
First let’s get one thing really, really clear:
I do not have a ‘business’. I do not desire to ever ‘work’. This is not the energy or perspective I want to put into the beautiful magic and creations I bring to the world. Especially not at this crazy time we find ourselves in!
Don’t get me wrong, this doesn’t come from some energy of laziness or not wanting to put the effort into things.
It comes from knowing our words hold energy that we feed to our sub consious mind and our energy body, and that there are certain words I do not bring into what I do, ever!
If it isn’t fun, if I can’t call it play, if it has got to the point it exhausts me on any level, then it is time for me to to stop doing it!
Maybe the individual who told me this didn’t look good for me as a healer and Holistic Therapist, to discuss what income I get for what I am doing at Indigosky Holistic didn’t see it as good for me, and that is actually perfectly OK!
Yet to others it is and has been something that has resonated and called them in to my field. I am not for one minute the right individual for everyone to either come to for support or even relate to.
And I Am OK With That!
I don't have the energy or space in my field to have 500 people all need my 1:1 support all at once! Nor do I want that many people all vying for my attention one to one. I can hold space for 1000’s in my energy field, but coming to see me physically 1:1, I have space for maybe 50-100 in that capacity!
That is why when one individual thinks I'm full of shit, or deeply differs from my beliefs, I send them love, and move on.
I'm not for everyone, and that is OK!
Neither are you and that is OK!
There's no lack of heart and soul friends, connections and opportunities. Someone not resonating with my message or your message, opens doors for those who do.
I don't see what I do as work, it is love, play, enjoyment and fun. This is all about the energy I give to it. I've spoken about this many times. Shifting the energy around how I see what I do from one of grind and drain to one of enjoyment and pleasure actually allowed me to start bringing in more income than I ever had!
I don't work, I don't have a business, and I most definitely do not want a JOB (Just Over Broke), that is the last type of energy I want to bring to any service or offering or product I bring to people.
If I brought that energy into the healing tools I provide people, it would be counterproductive and counterintuitve, and I am all about intuition and the best results for everyone.
In the post the above comment came from I had said that at that point, midweek, I had received £0 for my services.
That is actually rare and i’d used it as an example to make a point of how despite those figures, and the very real world I live in, I am at ease within my energy, thanks to the processes I have like EFT and energy clearing
As of June 2023. My incoming financial energy for my services and offerings averages around £60-80/week! However, I only just cover the costs of what I have to pay out to do it (room rent, website, insurance, training, etc) so I am not receiving anything extra for saving, for replacing damaged house and family items, providing suddenly needs shoes and clothes for my growing girls. I just make ends meet!
It was these family needs, and the constant barrage from business coaches, mindset coaches and spiritual ‘gurus’ that prompted me to get fed up with the BS money mindset culture, blaming people for where they are in life, for not having done enough work, healed enough or released enough, that got me to start being honest about how reality is for so many right now!
So while one or two people may through their own life experience and lens see my post as not good for me, the people who see them and are drawn to use my services and not some bullshit business coach or spiritual mindset guru, who's gonna tell them to keep faking it till they make it, or heal their money relationship, are actually being drawn to me.
And that is why I've chosen to get honest, to make it easier for them to reach out, and they have been!
If you could turn the things you love about what you do in your spare time, in volunteering, from heart and soul places, into a viable livelihood, and ditch the job you say you hate, wouldn't you want to try?
If you could learn ways to release anxiety around money, bills and debt, and find ways to be at peace so you can see your way out, would you want to?
That is why I post, because that's what I want for people with a kind heart like you be able to do. I actually truly believe it's possible beautiful this is my own lived experience!
Everyone should be able to live and life of freedom doing only what lights them up!
We don't change the corruption in society by playing the same game that has caused so many to hate aspects of their life so much!
This is my why!
Take from this what you want, but bottom line is I won't stop being true to my soul because of others beliefs of what they feel is right or wrong. I spent way too much of my life doing that, and the right people will always find me when my heart is in what I write and say